i just got a message on my facebook saying that some of my classmates want to have a reunion. i took a look at their pictures and realized that collectively we're getting older. i remember people joking around saying that "man, we're old" or "we're not young anymore" and you know what? we really aren't. i think in the last year, i've aged quite a bit...last few years i was dealing with the whole reality of death and losing loved ones...now i'm dealing with the aging mortality-thing and coming to grips that i am losing my youth. shit!

the hot asian girl in ASB has become a chubby mother of one and now an aspiring elementary school principal. the blonde drill team captain...tall thin beautiful is a very normal looking woman who is maybe 20 lbs overweight and almost unrecognizable. i realized that i had gotten pregnant in high school, my kid would be an adult this coming year. i hope i don't sound mean or snobbish, but omg, we're getting to be middle-aged and i don't like it. it was only this past weekend when i told my friend that we didn't belong at clubs anymore...i think that revelation only came recently.

GAWD, hopefully i will accept this whole aging thing soon. i don't want to spend the rest of my thirties fretting over wrinkles and age!