its a little more than a week till thailand. fortunately this past weekend in vegas didn't do as much damage as i thought it would. my appetite fortunately, is not as huge as it used to be. don't get me wrong, i still love it all...my new love, butter cake...but its just not as crazy. the true test will be the holidays. thanksgiving will be a good test. i just love everything about that holiday.
anyway, i've been doing a lot of introspection lately. there have been a lot of funny changes in my body this year because of weight loss, hormonal fluctuation, etc. i was asked recently by a colleague why i decided to lose weight and get in shape. what's the urgency? some of it is vanity. i know that i don't have that many years left in my youth, why not make the most of it and slow the hands of time down? especially during this time period where the next year may bring change with seriously trying to get pregnant. i know my body will go through more changes, i want to be at least to be able to get closer to my goal before it happens, so i can say i did it. i haven't made much of difference in weight, but i have managed to squeeze into a size 4 dress with a belt for halloween. i was supposed to be joan from mad men. lol. i don't think i have ever worn a dress with a belt in my life.